Harumph!

So I've been in VA for a week and a day today. It's really quiet. I miss my brotherssssssssss. But I know this is a journey I must trek upon alone. I see it as a preparation for fufillment. I'll be better, healthier and happier than before. I know the people that matter will ultimately understand why. May the world open up and receive me. I am a flower in bloom!

On another note....

I just KNEW when I came down here that he'd be the first smile I see. That has yet to happen. For once I'm alright with disappoint in this cirumstance. He's a good man. My anger has failed to muster. Wherever you are. Whoever you are today. I love you like the first day of hhs babe. Forever.

Now is the time where I must get really serious about my writing. By my birthday I want to finish this book of poetry and my story. I know I can do it.

Send some prayers up to the skies for you and me. Until we speak again...

-Ash