Dear, ....

Looking back I was so foolish. I didn't have to have you. I didn't even deserve you. I deserved BETTER.

I bet you knew that...

Don't really care if you're happy or sad but I do wish you the best either way. You should know that I am lighter in my spirit & I smile more than I cried then. Probably shouldn't have gone digging up old junk but it made me aware of how mean I was to myself. The denial of your rejection and games really had me seeing something that wasn't there. I took all my bitterness out on you. I hated myself for it after a while. I'm really sorry for being your reflection. Afterall you were a horrible teacher.

In love all alone and I didn't even know how to love myself. I was content with being your pet. Your fool.

It's over. I'm so sorry. I just can't fall out of love with me anymore. I'm feeling the ground beneath me again. I am living without you. I know I can.

You always knew what to say. I always knew what I wanted to hear. I made you my match against the laws of love. It was wrong of me. I know.

You're not the puzzle piece I thought you were. You didn't amount to anything I could've even considered. You were never mine to begin with. I did love you. That was then.

Time will awake you to your mistakes. Your blessing that was me. You will hurt. I will heal.


Goodbye stranger...I wanted to know you most of all.