HAPPY DAYS

Last night...My best came & scooped me for some much needed bff time. We met up with another friend & had dinner & drinks. Laughter, catching up & all that good stuff. It was needed. I'm so glad to have them in my life.

Lifelong friends FTW :)

Learning...

To love MYSELF.

To say thank you.

To live my life.

-Ash

New York!

Yoooooo :)

So I'm in NY for the week & it's a damn good time! Seeing my family. Linking up with the besties. New faces & places. I'm falling in love with this place all over again. From the sound of the Beeline (buses) to the warm weather.

I'll be back in PA this weekend & it's back to work. I have a lot to think about & do. I'm ready.

I'll be changing my banner & blog name once again. & for the last time lol

Today I'm linking up with one of the besties for a slice (pizza) & catching up. I really missed her. I'm so excited to see her!

If the weather is nice go enjoy it! I know I will.

Good day all & thank you for reading.

-Ash

P.S. stay tuned for the new blog name & banner in the next few days! Love Love!!

Results

So I just came back from my interview with Pier 1 Imports and well...I gave my all. Only time will tell. The lady was really nice. I feel good about it. One thing I know for sure is that I'm gonna need to brush up on my interviewing skills. It's been a while since I've last worked. So I shall be studying. Can't be mad. There will be other interviews.

It's hard not knowing how to drive. I'm almost fully handicapped by it. I really wanna be angry at myself right now.

I've been praying and I know I'll be alright because I'm not giving up on myself. In a little over a month I'll be 24. I gotta keep pushing.

New York...I miss thee.

Cheers to greatness.

-Ash

12/16/2010

Devastation.

Not so devastating.

Heart beating loudly.

Or is it just breaking?

We didn't make it to infinity.


-Ash

PSA

I love my husband. That is all :)

Growing PAINED...

Rid of impurities. Purge.

Tomorrow marks the first day of a new beginning. I'm moving to PA. *kanye's voice* It's a processsssss :)

The reason for this post is not to discuss my moving but the process. I'm in the middle of a battle consisting of throw away and hold onto.

Do I really need my toolbox? My nana's beatdown radio with the missing buttons? The big dollhouse my father gave me when I was 13 that has been collecting more than dust in my closet? My favorite pair of sneakers with the hole in the fabric? That pair of jeans that used to fit me like a glove that barely come up my thighs now? That pretty yellow dress that only zips midway?

As hard as it is to say...NO NO A MILLION TIMES NO.

I have a really BAD pre-hoarder's state of mind. Wanting to KEEP every LITTLE thing has threatened to doom me. I need to change that immediately. I can't take everything with me. Kills me to say that but...I must make room for new things. Can't do that holding onto the old & that's just in general. So here I am throwing away all the "someday soon it will fit....broken memorabilia...& the in betweens"

I HAVE TO.

BE HAPPY. BE HEALTHY. BE STRESS FREE. CLEAN YOUR HOUSES PEOPLE! LITERAL. MENTAL.

PeaceLoveHugs!

-Ash

P.S. I know 2 adorable neighbors that would appreciate that dollhouse. Early Christmas ;-)

Zooooooooom!

I'd like to fly far away from here...

Hm.

Hey!!! Like my hat? Thank you! I was at the Gap :)

Feature presentation..

She climbed the mountain of perseverance & when she finally made it she cried...

Not only because she made it...

But because she was all alone.

Why weep? You made it. Be happy.

"I am. I just wish I had love to share it with" she replied looking out into the sky.

Funny she never turned around. For it was love standing right behind her. She never noticed because she thought she knew it all. So sure love would be right in front of her...

Never knowing that it was love that got her up that mountain.

Backing her. Never letting her quit. Instrumental to her life. He was the one. Constantly reminding her that no love was worth the cuts and bruises but she willingly suffered. He bandaged her. He loved her to health. & she always left him. & he'd reluctantly let her go. Knowing he would always love her. He climbed the mountain with her everytime. She never noticed. Too busy being hurt never realizing she caused pain.

Crushed. He vowed that when he made it up the mountain she gave to him...he'd pay attention.

Love wouldn't be too far behind.

Random yet it means so much to me. Totally  freestyled that whole story btw :)

Have a happy holidays everyone. Be blessed. Keep the ones you love most close & remember that everyone needs a prayer.

Peace, love & hugs.

-Ash