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A couple of changes.

Remember when a holiday came around & you were in school? Let's say Easter. You had a piece of paper with a rabbit on it. You had to use your scissors and cut around the dotted line to get the rabbit out THEN you'd glue it to a pretty piece of construction paper. The color was your choice.

WELL.

That's symbolic to my life right now & coincidentally many people around me. CUT the excess. Get down to the core of YOU. Place YOURSELF in a greater environment.

I NEED more sleep. It has gotten really bad. I have to take control of it. Feels like my grammy is stepping in lol I hear you grammy.

The less I sleep the more I eat. It's disgusting. & when I look in the mirror I don't see it BUT when I look in pictures like "whose BUTT/STOMACH/THIGHS is/are that?!" & hear "that's YOURS..." *covers face* I wanna hide in my closet.

Oh yeah.

Gotta put myself on a STRICT schedule & diet.

I'll put my progress here.

That goes for my hair too lol I need to find my staples & stop all this trial & error.

On another note.

I LOATHE bills! Stupid. Stupid. STUPID! PLEASEEEEEEEE get me out of this debt. & this ue is scaring me to death! FIX THE WEBSITE I BEG YOU! I am stressing!

& my face is clearing upppppppppppp. Don't do this to me now.

I'm praying by the moonlight tonight.

-Ash