Thursday, April 22, 2010

Hm.

Happy Birthday Dad. You're either 43 or 44 I can't remember. Either way. Either age. I miss you. I know that if you're meant to be in my life and if you wanted to be you would.

Just so you know I'm coming to grips with you not having the time to be my dad. All I ask is that you take care of my brothers. Be the best father you can for them. Never allow them to feel what I'm forced to everyday. Perhaps for the rest of my life.

I didn't make this mess but I will clean it up. I have been doing that for a long time now. Haven't you noticed?

Pretty hard for me not to think of you when I have your eyes. your smile. your snorty laugh.

Oh man. I love you still. Always will. Enjoy your day.

-Your daughter.

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