Growing PAINED...

Rid of impurities. Purge.

Tomorrow marks the first day of a new beginning. I'm moving to PA. *kanye's voice* It's a processsssss :)

The reason for this post is not to discuss my moving but the process. I'm in the middle of a battle consisting of throw away and hold onto.

Do I really need my toolbox? My nana's beatdown radio with the missing buttons? The big dollhouse my father gave me when I was 13 that has been collecting more than dust in my closet? My favorite pair of sneakers with the hole in the fabric? That pair of jeans that used to fit me like a glove that barely come up my thighs now? That pretty yellow dress that only zips midway?

As hard as it is to say...NO NO A MILLION TIMES NO.

I have a really BAD pre-hoarder's state of mind. Wanting to KEEP every LITTLE thing has threatened to doom me. I need to change that immediately. I can't take everything with me. Kills me to say that but...I must make room for new things. Can't do that holding onto the old & that's just in general. So here I am throwing away all the "someday soon it will fit....broken memorabilia...& the in betweens"

I HAVE TO.

BE HAPPY. BE HEALTHY. BE STRESS FREE. CLEAN YOUR HOUSES PEOPLE! LITERAL. MENTAL.

PeaceLoveHugs!

-Ash

P.S. I know 2 adorable neighbors that would appreciate that dollhouse. Early Christmas ;-)