Hmmmm....

Blog of mine...how I missed thee.

Lots to touch on.

1. The bff (male) is "engaged" and I don't like it AT ALL. I can be happy for him if he's happy for him but....he deserves better =|

2. I got asked on a date! A real freakin date! lol I've never been asked on a date before...(whistles) & the guy is my crush =O I'm scared a little bit but I thank God that he asked because now I have less time to worry about that sabatoge my bff calls his fiancee [puke puke BLAH] and him. Not jealous just disappointed.

I'm trying not to get my hopes up but I'm so very human and I just wanna tell everybody about him but I won't. I'll just smile.

Gotta save up me monies for college and a new apt. cause I have to be the change I wish to see.

ALSO want to get a better job because I know I deserve better so better I must do.

Operation please MESELF =]

Until later.

Ash <3