*Finished*

Rather shut my eyes than to see the pain
Rather go inside than to feel the rain
A polaroid in the sky are the memories

You and I

And as you shake me the stain remains
And as you flake me everything is changed
Tied up in quiet trying to remain of relevance

Nothing makes sense

What I give is of no use
I bleed for all that I've stripped away

Time is ticking
So I'm finished

Gone where you can't send for me
Don't worry yourself I'll go
Dared to not miss these
Times we gave to grow

I'll thank you for your consideration
After this hell on heart's vacation
You can't see I'm incomplete

So I'm finished

Time is ticking
It goes and goes and goes
The things we don't need
The ways we must cope

Time is ticking

You go and be happy
I'll be here crying and laughing
As my hands are ruined from taping my heart
All the pieces I almost forgot

Go and be happy

I run through the forest of my mind to find it
You shan't be reminded
I'll be your memory so you can't remember me
Close your eyes and count down from infinity

Time is ticking

My soul old with the times that feels like years of wandering blind
I reach for your hand but you already had mine
Your face so kind but hurt at the same time

Don't worry I'll let go

Run away faster than you'd know
I'll do the favor

Still nothing makes sense

The time is spent
The wind is slowly blowing your scent
Away from my nose
Brings tears to my eyes

Time is ticking
Say your goodbyes

What I give you don't need
Be free while we diminish
Start again
I'm finished

If  ever you should yearn for me
I'll be intertwined in poetry...

-Ash