Update!

Don't give me that look you guys...

I know....I know...

Okay. Good things first...

So my birthday was really nice. I just spent time with my family here. Nothing big. The following day my grandfather took us to my fave spot The Cheesecake Factory (NY) & I got the works (the singing happy birthday crew). It was beautiful. Can't believe I'm 24. Nobody else believes me either.

The next biggest thing would probably have to be my Aunt June's 65th birthday party in CT on Saturday. It was amazing. I met all these wonderful people in my family on my grandfather's (my dad's dad) side. Truly loving & beautiful people. Good food. Good music. One of my older cousins even taught me how to dance lol It was a ball. We stayed at the Hampton Inn. Amazing bed. Phenomenal breakfast. All around the best time.

So the bad news...

My grandpa (mom's dad) has lymphoma, pneumonia, anemia, fluid around the heart...so many other things I can't remember at this current moment. It's devastating. I mean of course we all know we're all gonna pass one day but even knowing that can still leave you unprepared cause you just never know when. I haven't seen him in a while. I'm dreading it everyday. I just hope he gets better. He's in the hospital right now. Today is his scan. I can't remember which kind he is getting. I guess the moral of this would be...get to know your family. You don't know how much time you or the ones you love will be around. Cherish time.

Mini updates...

*I started power walking & jogging everyday with my cousin. It's great. I now know I'm afraid of dogs but I always have been...lol

*My skin is healing up great. The marks look as if they're slowly fading. Time will tell. Not many outbreaks at all.

*Still on the hunt for a job...it is truly a process.

*Still broke lol

*My weight is all over the place. On a good day I stand at 172. Trying to break into the 160s.

*My bff's are all good. Working hard. Love them to bits.

*The big bros are okay too. Family is doing well.

*Haven't found love here yet but I'm in no rush. Afterall my heart is still miles away...

*Still studying for my learner's! One day at a time lol

*April is shower central. Worms all over the driveway. Beyond gross.

*I've started recording again. Youtube videos FTW!

DRUMROLL PLEASEEEEEE....

******I MADE A TUMBLR!!! As I'm typing my tumblr is being made. I'll let you all know how that goes.

I guess that's it!

Ohhhhhhhhh! So Itunes snatched all my music off my ipod but I'm pleased to say I got it alllllll back!! Too geeked :)!

In other news I need a case for my phone like yesterday lol

Take care guys. Love you all.

-Ash

Me today (morning)