SOMEtimes.

How can it be that the one thing I've ALWAYS wanted in life is literally scaring me to death?

LOVE.

I want it. Need it. Vital. So scary. Especially when it's close. I'm NOT in love right now just saying lol

In General. I'm not touchy-feely. Unless it's on my terms. I get squeamish & fidget alot. I can't help it. I know people take that the wrong way but...idk.

HALT.

TBC

Okay! I'm back.

Hmm.

Yesterday was my ex's bday. I miss him a LITTLE. He's either 20 or 21 idk lol Yeah I attract youngins shoot me. I just don't understand why some people change for thee WORST. Honestly now that it's over I don't know why we went together in the first place =/ Hmph. Happy Birthday Pumpkin. I love you.



I'm superdeduperdy tired. I have enough Camera Obscura, A Fine Frenzy & Bird and The Bee to last the rest of my life. Music is beautiful.

I'm on a mission to find the perfect ring for my bday. I want a peace ring. I saw some nice dove ones. Didn't know that was the symbol for peace. Now I do. I'm so flippin enraged because the rings I wanted which might I add said peace on each one in 3 diff. languages is SOLD OUT in MY size!! I am so mad. All the others I've seen are duckly! Grrrrrr.

Off to my residence! Peace babes!

-Ash