now & then...

I like to read anonymous things. Like: cardboard love, secret regrets etc.

Lately I've been finding peace in knowing that there are people around the world who harbor some of the same feelings that I do. Of course I know people do it's just the reading it that really gives me that *relaxed sigh* :)

I love reading the ones about love. Especially since I can relate (thank you).

It really does feel good to be loved so bad. I just wanna wrap myself up in you lol

I've been here for a week. & watched Sabrina 3 times. I just love that movie.

It's crazy. She (Sabrina) loved David for almost all her life. She wanted him & him alone. Never paid attention to his brother Linus. & David never paid attention to her. She left to study under a chef in Paris & came back more gorgeous and womanly than she'd left. David noticed her right off the bat but he didn't remember her. The young Sabrina whose father was their chauffeur. The young Sabrina who lived over their garage for many years. The young Sabrina who wanted to die because David's promiscuity had broken her young heart. Yet she still wanted him. David was engaged when she returned. He pushed his fiancee to the side for Sabrina. He claimed he loved Sabrina. He kicked himself for never seeing Sabrina for the lovely girl she'd always been. He vowed to never let her go again. Linus noticed what had transpired. Their father scolded David for constantly falling in lust. Said he shouldn't mess with the help. Said he needed to get rid of Sabrina and focus on his upcoming wedding. David became angry. Said he loved Sabrina & he wanted to leave with her. Said she was the one. He planned to meet her in the indoor tennis court for champagne & dancing. Linus saw him put 2 champagne glasses in his pockets. He pretended to side with his brother and made him sit down. David sat on the glasses and they broke piercing his backside. He was unable to meet Sabrina. He sent Linus. Sabrina was disappointed as she wanted David. Linus was the substitute. Sabrina & Linus danced & danced, Linus gave her a kiss from his "brother". Sabrina was confused. Weeks passed & David was still healing. Sabrina & Linus hung out in the meantime. Sabrina developed feelings for him. It was Linus who saved her from killing herself when she was younger. They grew close. Linus was a businessman. Too busy for love. The love that was finding it's way to his very heart. He planned to send Sabrina back to Paris alone as she was "in the way" of a very important deal he was closing in on with David's fiancee's father. He then decided that David should go & that he'd close the deal. David healed. Sabrina didn't feel right about being with Linus all the time. She wanted David. Or did she? Her heart was confused. Long story short. She found out why Linus was sending her away. She said goodbye to David. David was upset. He confronted his brother. Put 2 & 2 together. Said he was leaving with Sabrina. Linus planned to break the deal when David walked in. Linus wasn't expecting it. The boat had sailed with Sabrina alone. Linus was upset. David said some choice words. Linus hit him. David says "I was only helping you make up your mind. You do love her!" Smiling all the while. He gave Linus his hat and umbrella. Linus leaves on his boat to catch up to Sabrina. He does. They hug. Lovers on their way to Paris. SWEET!

Reminds me that it's the ones you overlook. The great friend. The one that has been there in your background. Loving you the whole time. That's the one. People come up with lists and things of that nature. "They have to have this...They have to do that..." When all that really matters is that they love you. I mean all in all that's what everybody wants. To know that there is someone out there that loves them with all their might and only wants them. I think it's one of the most beautiful things in the world. Love. & I'll never let anybody get in the way of mine.

This was very random lol

-Ash